While I can admit that a year ago I might have taken some cruel delight in the collapse of you know who, I can't say that anymore.
Why does power corrupt? Why do those who get drunk on it feel invincible and harm others? I don't know but I believe in the power of hope and the power of atonement. In that light I am hopeful that lessons learned change the horizon.
There are lessons here for all of us and there is always another chance. Put one foot ahead of the other and take your time. You'll figure it out. Collapse may be a good thing. We don't know, really. Sometimes forced change puts us in a place where we ultimately find good.
Take care and best wishes.